Tomorrow morning our doctor is supposed to be presenting Mia at a meeting with all the other cardiologists at Children's Hospital and they will (hopefully) be deciding when it is best for Mia's surgery to take place. Right now, it sounds like our surgeon would prefer that it be early this fall in September or early October.
We don't think that much will be decided at this meeting that will change how our surgeon feels to where they would wait until next year, but you never know. We haven't been very sure about much lately from what our cardiologist is telling us.
Although it kind of feels like we already have our answer, I feel uneasy about getting the call tomorrow that could tell us for sure. That call could then lead to a scheduler calling to actually pick a date. That scares me.
It's a double edged sword. We want to know so much when the surgery will be so that we don't keep guessing or wondering. But at the same time, once the decision is made, it means the surgery is going to be scheduled and it becomes very, very real. Every time my phone rings tomorrow, I know my heart will leap out of my chest and I'll get butterflies in my stomach.
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